Bah.. blogger just had a moment of stupidity when I tried to publish my post just now. So I'll retype it!

Rene came around and said she was very sorry, I'm still Ayden's God mother and she and Ayden miss me very much. She also said I should have the position she used to have at work. So, by the grace of God.. I'll be getting it.

The big 25 is looming nearer and nearer.. it's now the 18th. AHHHH! 25 years old soon..

Need to go to planned parenthood and get blood drawn to see if I'm pregnant. I need to know so I can plan my birthday accordingly. No drinking if I am. Not such a bummer, but I would at least like to live it up for the big 25!

Found out a few days ago that our friend Ryan and his wife Theresa are having a baby! So excited, Matt and I put down a 20$ bet to see if the baby will be a boy or girl. He's saying boy.. I, of course, am saying girl. We'll see in August. Lol..

For now though, I'll sign off and come back later and write up some detailed blogs about random bs.

Ciao Bella!

Rene has cut me out of her life, and has renounced my right as Ayden's Godmother. How low is that?

Rene is a total bitch, there aren't enough curse words in my personal dictionary to rain upon her for doing this.

My family thinks I'm one big piece of shit. To Rene, even her friends aren't as insensitive as I am.

The only one I have on my side is Matt. And it seems like he's the only one I'll ever have there. How do I develop a thick skin over night? How do I become a hardcore bitch and say "Whatever.." to every thing that hurts me?

I think I'm done with myspace. I just want to be left alone, I don't want anyone to contact me. Just leave me the fuck alone..

I don't know what I have ever done to make them, especially Rene.. hate me so much.

Can I just start this day all over, please?

1. I love love love my new layout on this, lol. It's great isn't it?

2. Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years Eve were absolutely fantastic.

3. I love Matt.

4. I'm getting so many hours at work I don't know what to do with them all. Haha

5. I love love love IMVU. It's awesometastic.

What else am I missing.. Hmm, guess that.. oh wait..

6. I'll be 25 this month! Ahhhh, where's my wrinkle cream and geritol?!