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My family thinks I'm one big piece of shit. To Rene, even her friends aren't as insensitive as I am.The only one I have on my side is Matt. And it seems like he's the only one I'll ever have there. How do I develop a thick skin over night? How do I become a hardcore bitch and say "Whatever.." to every thing that hurts me?
I think I'm done with myspace. I just want to be left alone, I don't want anyone to contact me. Just leave me the fuck alone..
I don't know what I have ever done to make them, especially Rene.. hate me so much.
Can I just start this day all over, please?


