the welcome
Welcome to my blog, inside you'll find a little bit of everything. I made this blog a secret, and only a handful of people know of it. I like to make art, write stories with other people aka roleplaying, listen to music such as what you'll hear on my player below. Inside this blog you'll find: dreams that bother me, hopes for the future, current problems, other rants, maybe some poems, snippets of what I like to write, and general everyday stuff.


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the about
Name:: Jen
Gender:: Female
Age:: 25
DOB:: January 31, 1984
Location:: Cincinnati, Ohio
Status:: Happily Taken.


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Thursday, March 20, 2008 @ 10:59 PM
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You were fortunate enough to be born under the humanitarian zodiac sign of Aquarius. You are therefore ruled by electric and progressiveUranus making you forward thinking and self-directed. You're a bornrevolutionary so no one can tell you how to live your life. Your clear-cutapproach makes it perfectly clear just how differently you wish toexperience life. You just don't want to be like others and take pride in the fact that you'reso unique.

Even if you're occasionally criticised for your cheeky attitude,you'd far prefer to be self-sufficient rather than being a sheep in societywho follows everyone else's lead. You are a zesty individual, having tremendous amounts of energy. Youare determined and forceful in how you deal with people. You want toexpress your ground-breaking spirit in everything you do butunfortunately you won't always able to break free of the limits that areimposed upon you.

Some Aquarians learn through their family life thatbefore you can be the master of your own destiny, you have to serve. Insome extreme cases Aquarians are controlled and dominated byothers throughout the formative period of their lives which is why it's sodifficult for them to submit to others. If you're not able to live your life on your own terms, you'll dream andaspire to a future time when you can fulfil your destiny to the fullest inexactly the way you want.

You have very inspirational views of the worldand even if your opinions are too different, you'll always be respectedfor speaking your mind honestly. You share your zodiac sign with many other grand personalities. Likethem you are attracted to social issues. You like to be involved ingroups and organisations that make a difference in society. Even in thesmallest of ways, you will try to make some difference in this world. Ifyou look at Aquarians like Oprah Winfrey, Boris Yeltsin and entertainerslike Peter Gabriel and John Travolta, they are deeply interested inchanging the awareness of people to make the world a better place.

Because you have great organisational and communication skills youwork really well with others. You have your own ideas and solutions toproblems. Others are surprised at your quirky approach and how youresolve these issues. You're investigative, curious and extremely active mentally. Yourthinking mind rarely, if ever, stops. You need to learn when to shut downas your brain can become overactive, especially at night. Communication is your speciality and you relate well to the world. Youwill continue to enlarge your active personality so don't try to suppressyour true character – just express it prudently.

You're vigorous in the wayyou present your ideas so there's never a dull moment around you.There's often someone who wants to challenge you, especially if theyhappen to have a much more conventional way of doing things. You'll bemore than happy to challenge that taking great pleasure in proving themwrong. Uranus, your planetary ruler, is abrupt and breathtaking by nature andwill fill your life with plenty of unanticipated surprises - good and not so good. You like it like this and the unexpected is something you thriveupon!

Even if you have a stable home or work situation you like toshake things up from time to time to keep everyone on their toes. Still,you're very loyal when it comes to your most personal relationships. You like to create a comfortable environment in which to live. Venusinfluences your domestic sphere so you have a flair for design andcolour. Your surroundings mirror your unique character. Others areamazed at the way you decorate your home.

There'll be nothingordinary about it, that's for sure. Your far-reaching attitudes overwhelm your friends sometimes and theysometimes refer to you as harmlessly "mad". Salvador Dali the famouspainter once remarked about himself - "The only difference between meand a madman is that I'm not mad!" Even if he wasn't an Aquarius - thissums you up perfectly. You embrace anything technological as Aquarius governs modernappliances. You are inventive and research orientated and certainlyaren't a technophobe. If you're an Aquarian male, some may even callyou the "gadget man". You like to be up to date with the latest andgreatest handheld devices, computers and other audio or visualentertainment equipment.

You find it difficult to uphold relationships with those who aren'tprepared to evolve in the same way as yourself. Due to this you'll becontinually re-inventing yourself, trying to stimulate your friends to bebetter. Your rigid opinions bring you into disagreement with others. Oneof the laws of power suggests that you must act like others, but don'talways openly air your thoughts. It's a good idea for you to keep someof their sweeping ideals tucked away until you test the water first.There's a universal quality about you. Although you appear aloof anddetached you're inwardly sensitive and caring. You prefer to associatewith people who share the same diverse views on life. Your life willalmost certainly never be drab. You are able to embrace anything newincluding music and fashion. This is why you'll always be young at heart.

I <3 John Milton
@ 10:55 PM
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[Excerpts from John Milton's book, Paradise Lost.]For contemplation he and valour form'd,For softness she and sweet attractive grace;He for God only, she for God in him.His fair large front and eye sublime declar'dAbsolute rule; and hyacinthine locksRound from his parted forelock manly hungClustering, but not beneath his shoulders broad.
Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 297.

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ImpliedSubjection, but requir'd with gentle sway,And by her yielded, by him best receiv'd,—Yielded with coy submission, modest pride,And sweet, reluctant, amorous delay.
Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 307...>

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Now came still evening on, and twilight grayHad in her sober livery all things clad;Silence accompany'd; for beast and bird,They to their grassy couch, these to their nests,Were slunk, all but the wakeful nightingale;She all night long her amorous descant sung;Silence was pleas'd. Now glow'd the firmamentWith living sapphires; Hesperus, that ledThe starry host, rode brightest, till the moon,Rising in clouded majesty, at lengthApparent queen unveil'd her peerless light,And o'er the dark her silver mantle threw.
Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 598.

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With thee conversing I forget all time,All seasons, and their change,—all please alike.Sweet is the breath of morn, her rising sweet,With charm of earliest birds; pleasant the sunWhen first on this delightful land he spreadsHis orient beams on herb, tree, fruit, and flower,Glist'ring with dew; fragrant the fertile earthAfter soft showers; and sweet the coming onOf grateful ev'ning mild; then silent nightWith this her solemn bird and this fair moon,And these the gems of heaven, her starry train:But neither breath of morn when she ascendsWith charm of earliest birds, nor rising sunOn this delightful land, nor herb, fruit, flower,Glist'ring with dew, nor fragrance after showers,Nor grateful ev'ning mild, nor silent night.. PAGE NUM="234" -->With this her solemn bird, nor walk by moonOr glittering starlight, without thee is sweet.
Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 639...>

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Abash'd the devil stood,And felt how awful goodness is, and sawVirtue in her shape how lovely.
Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 846.

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And feel that I am happier than I know.
Paradise Lost. Book viii. Line 282.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 10:19 PM
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Right, so.. Why did I create this account? Often I've thought to myself, 'There are so many people on MySpace that see everything I do. There are many people who know my account that I wish not to see it.' Why not go private with it instead of create a separate account elsewhere? Well, I'd just rather not go through the hassle.. So here I am. A blogger account of my very own. Old friends use Gmail, that do not use Yahoo messenger that I wish to keep in contact with somehow besides plain old email. Here, I can do that. I can keep in contact with friends I'd like, as well as keep thoughts I want to remain private.. here.

Here, I can also show off art work that people who know me on MySpace might question. They don't understand that I get into Roleplaying.. They don't understand what a Signature is, or why the need to make a ton of graphics from every day models you see in magazines or on movies. But here, I can just let go and do my thing and not get hounded with thousands of questions. Is that selfish of me? Naw, just tired of dealing with incessant idiocy. So, look forward to not only Rants and Artwork, but poetry and writing as well. I know I'm looking forward to this piece of mind. <3